Interesting analysis, my dear.  However, I must assure you: I do not seek to access 'femininity' or 'masculinity' or whatever labels you seek to use.  I only seek to further my own magical prowess and to solidify the respect and adoration from my colleagues - male *and* female; one need only achieve these things in life, and thereafter, my 'performance of gender' does not matter.  I'll act however I damn well please, and I'll pay no heed to anyone's labeling schemes!

I mean this in a very caring way .  Do not think I wish to criticize you harshly.  Your thoughts and analyses *do* interest me. 

By the way, I must ask: how long ago was it that you became interested in my character, and what was the catalyst?